Hope
After i watched the movie , I got some comments about it. It was sad when the movie started. The protagonist failed his job, which means got stuck of his future. After a while, his father dead. His situation was not good at all. However, during the period of preparing for his father's funeral he learnt and figured out a lot of things. He found hope and support of his future. His knows how to forgive about the misery pass and how to face the future. This is one of the movies that can make me feel calm and comfy.

Insomnia
Few dayz before, i wrote an essay about insomnia. It talks about how to get insomnia. Unfortunately, i have got insomnia for the whole week, and i could not sleep in the right time. i feel tired but just can not sleep at all. Maybe it is because of the pressure of the finals. Just cant figure it out. somebody help me with some sleeping potions..

Waiting
as before, i was usually waiting for some chances for my life, for every thing.
i play games very often, but controllable. truly, i have learnt a lot of things form games. they really can teach people something which are the reflections to the real world. however, some people say that game are sh*ts. I will never agree wiz that. back to the topic, in the games i can find out some thing that treasures can be waited. I usually wait for something to happen, some chances. after such period of time, it comes, the treasure. however, time are wasted. why do people go to find treasures in the prior centuries, Because they know how to catch their chances. so, form now on, i will do my best to get the things that i want, not wasting time any more. the best won't wait for the loser.

A Risk Story
It was last summer, one night i was walking in the centre park wiz my ex. it was a really nice night, fresh air and nice weather. there were not that many people in the park, because it was a little bit late that night, and we plan to go back home at that time. Suddenly, some one ran vary fast beside us, and some one was shouting after him:" catch him". I didnt think about anything and just ran and got him. At the same time, i could strongly feel that he is a lot more bigger than me. I thought i was in a risk. Luckly, he didnt struggle from me, because there are many people came after. I gave the man to those people and left, and they said thank u to me and they were kind of punching that man. My ex was worried about me because she could see how dangerous i was. Meanwhile, i lost the key of my house.

Dayz
The illness just left me last nite. Feelin a lot better now, and i recognized that there are tons of hw for me to do. yup, because of the illness and my inner lazy habit made me postpone every backward. Started a diary the day before when i was lying in bed has nothing could do. My head is messy. So many things for me to deal with, health care, hw, economy, self-economy...etc. Wanna finish this semester quickly so that i can go to the real university, and make a better environment for myself, because almost everyone live who close to are not in the LEAP progame. Shame on me.
Two weeks before has made a better living schedule, sleep around ten oclock at nite till four oclock in the morning. It is made for not being late for the classes for the next day. Planning and trying to quit smoking but it is not easy at all. Throat is aching, and hands are still holding the cigarette. The cost of tobacco is so high that i do not want to use the money for it. Tobacco makes me think differently and consider every thing in a slow and stupid way. quit quit quit..
These dayz are learning about medicine, but i just know the surface about remedy. Broing topic for me, drives me carzy. So many new words need to memorize.

Dance
wow, i can dance again. yesterday me and Sean went to our frd's house and learn dancing from him again. it was wonderful. in my mind, nothing is better than dancing, singing, or drawing. these r the favour of my life. anywayz, this time is popping, seems easier than before, and i love it. we danced for 4hours, and i learnt a lof of new stuff, it's cool, but i think i gotta practice. when i woke up this morning, my body is ache; however, it's good. buz i havnt dance for a year. m gettin old...in another case, when i was dancing, i wont think about smoking, so, i think i can quit smoke. the weird thing is i found a Italian website for dancing.. it is good, but i couldnt understand it...anywayz, it was a great weekend, things r getting better to me, and the idea of stamina for me is started.

Things r getting complicated.

it is another weekend. just played for a long time, and suddenly the hw comes into my mind. there r so many hw for us to do, although they can help us a lot. still couldn't find the stamina of studyin' at home. my room just like the room for tobacco, coffee, drinks and sleep, sometimes energy drink. when the sun shine comes into my room, i just feel sleepy. when the nite comes, ppl will come to my room one after another, always crowded. started to make a plan for this semester, and the hobits. students should work hard and follow the instructor's directions. whether they will get lost, or they will destroy themselves.

Chinese New Year seems boring to me. maybe it is because of my parents and the old frds were not here, so many things i dunno how to do and what should we do.

Couldn't find the way and time to picture... many textbooks, pencils, and sketch books r layin' there for such a long time.. i think i really should make a schedule for myself.. can't be corrupt anymore..

Every body, happy new year.

my life..
Learning Eng makes me feel bored all the time. for me, there is no statima for me to study at home. maybe it is becuz i spent too much time on the games during the holidayz. the holiday makes me down, cuz there was no outdoor ativities. me, mike, willy, bi, and ruben stayed in the room for almost a month, wiz the computers. .. sometimes we drink alcohols and stay up for the whole nite. what a terrible life we had...
since i was a kid, i like to read the ads books. those things looks very nice for me when i was very little, and i wish i could do the same thing as the artist does. as the time goin, the desire of being a designer gave me more stress on my proficiency of drawin skill. i did't have a chance to learn how to draw because parents want me to focus on study, not other things. altough i lost the chance, my parents still support me to purchase the books abt art, design, and ads.

not finish yet

First day

it's the first time to use eng to write a blog. nothing special, same as the previous ones.

just after a long hoilday. it is the 3rd day of the new semester. still feel sad about still stayin in the leap program. every thing sounds the same as before, and doin the same hw, but these r helpin me to practice the writin skill. my writin skill is pretty poor. cuz i was lazy, and i am lazy.

Many things changed in the first week of this semester. I started to smoke and i can feel that it is not a good thing to learn. recently, i've found that some ppl were actin not the same as they really want to be. there r a lot of crazy ppl around me, but they r real friends. i've learnt lots of things from them, and they helped me to practice my english all the time.

life is not easy, just keep workin hard. time can change every thing...